to the tired

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women of cal

 
Ca
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Girl, I see you

From the muscles flexing in your arms to the curls of your hair

I see your mother

I see my mother in you

I see the 14 hours a day our mothers worked to keep us alive

The sacrifice they laid before us to pave our way to this university

We may have gotten here on our intellect

But we also got here on our mothers’ blessings

Our grandmothers’ prayers

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Girl, I see you fucking shit up

I hear what you have to say

Do you know every time you raise your hand in class

Your voice is the sound of every Black and brown girl

Who isn’t sitting here with us?

Every time you bite your tongue, you embody the emotional weight

Our mothers did

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Girl, I’m here with you, you’re here with me

From the student to the service worker to the staff and applicant

This note is meant to be the reminder that you deserve this

You deserve the recognition for having survived

You earned the right to look into the mirror and eventually smile

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Girl, you’re making it

There is danger in this world that we carry our bodies through

But carry yourself like the woman you are, you aspire to be

Look into the glass windows and admire your reflection

Admire the hair on your body and weight in your presence

Appreciate the scars that remind us of the battles we made it through

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On this day, I hope you know it is okay to be tired

Our histories are full of energy that is exhausted on us

Our bodies are extensions of this earth, a shared mother

Every time you wonder if you can make it another day in this world

Remember, you are the world

juniperangelica


Words and photos by juniperangelica cordova, 2019

Models (by photo order): Cai, Apoorva, Cueponi, Zahra, Pan, Rizza, Ifechukwu, Yasmeen, Raveena, Mariam